"Someone hear me!" I shouted into the void. Yet the one I was shouting to was me, and the one not listening was also me. This was the bitterest form of loneliness: playing hide-and-seek with your own ghost.

Forgetting the Color of Nothingness
Forgetting the Color of Nothingness by Hakan Altun

Forgetting
the Color of
Nothingness

A speculative philosophical work structured as a loop—from the Big Bang through a domestic İstanbul scene to a post-singularity future. A book about what remains when everything that can be forgotten has been.

Video: Symmetry's balance is disturbed by an echo from the future, triggering cosmic disobedience

Symmetry's balance is disturbed by an echo from the future, triggering cosmic disobedience where gravity becomes nostalgia, and the universe is born from a great longing.

Moris – The one who made it to the cover

The one who made it to the cover

Hakan Altun

Hakan Altun

I write personal essays about the things we experience but rarely examine closely—perception, memory, attention, honesty. I believe everyone and everything carries a story worth telling, and that how a story is told matters as much as the story itself.

Most of what I explore lives in the gap between what I feel and what I allow myself to name. Defense mechanisms, the weight of unfinished things, the unwilling negotiations I have with my own reflection—the corridors I keep returning to.

I teach at Yeditepe University in İstanbul—a city that insists on being looked at. Most of what I write is an attempt to look back.